我情愿我狠心憎你我宁愿我狠毒恨你
[wŏ qíng yuàn wŏ hĕn xīn zēng nĭ wŏ níng yuàn wŏ hĕn dú hèn nĭ]
Translating to 'I Wish I Could Harshly Hate You,' this expresses a desire for simplicity in emotions; rather than the turmoil and ambiguity of mixed feelings towards someone, there is a longing for clarity and decisiveness, even if that means feeling only hatred.