我哭得狼狈不及她一滴泪
[wŏ kū dé láng bèi bù jí tā yī dī lèi]
Translated as 'I cry messily without being able to match even one drop of her tears', expressing self-humiliation and comparing oneself unfavorably in an emotional scenario, indicating a person overwhelmed by sadness while thinking others are coping more gracefully or deserve sympathy better.