我还闭着眼流泪我还装作无所谓
[wŏ hái bì zhe yăn liú lèi wŏ hái zhuāng zuò wú suŏ wèi]
It describes someone who is pretending to be fine on the surface but secretly feeling sad or hurt. The tears come even though the eyes are closed, symbolizing concealed emotions and an effort to appear indifferent.