太任性的自己总不太清醒
[tài rèn xìng de zì jĭ zŏng bù tài qīng xĭng]
Translating into 'Too capricious, so I'm rarely clear-minded,' conveying a self-mockery of being overly impulsive or self-centered sometimes, resulting in less rational judgments or actions, possibly hinting at past regretful experiences.