smile不勇敢的坚强
[smile bù yŏng găn de jiān qiáng]
Part English, part Chinese, this net name translates literally to 'smile [being] not courageous strength.' A blend of smiling on surface level even though internally someone may feel vulnerable, embodying a contradictory emotional landscape – outwardly presenting resilience (being tough) but inwardly acknowledging the fear that lies beneath that fortitude.