深情已是死罪怎怕挫骨扬灰
[shēn qíng yĭ shì sĭ zuì zĕn pà cuò gú yáng huī]
'Deep love is already a sin, and how to fear being utterly destroyed' This Chinese online name reflects a sense of desperation in deep emotions. 'Death sin' here does not refer literally, it's rather expressing the helplessness one might experience within a very sad or complex emotional situation that makes even the deepest feelings be seen as problematic or painful. The second half of this name implies an unafraid acceptance of being shattered completely.