若把所有私念都放纵若把所有想念都纵容
[ruò bă suŏ yŏu sī niàn dōu fàng zòng ruò bă suŏ yŏu xiăng niàn dōu zòng róng]
It translates to 'If all personal thoughts were indulged, if all memories allowed free rein,' depicting intense emotional struggles, specifically regarding inner desires and nostalgia. A state where one gives in completely to personal whims and emotions.