如果提起曾经我宁愿失忆
[rú guŏ tí qĭ céng jīng wŏ níng yuàn shī yì]
The net name expresses deep emotional wounds from the past, so much that recalling those days feels so painful that amnesia (complete memory loss) is preferred instead. There is an underlying longing to escape traumatic experiences tied closely with past love or relationship.