习惯了不该习惯的习惯回忆了不该回忆的回忆
[xí guàn le bù gāi xí guàn de xí guàn huí yì le bù gāi huí yì de huí yì]
The net name expresses a deep emotion of reminiscence mixed with confusion or pain - having become accustomed to things one shouldn't have and remembering things that might be better off forgotten. It conveys a sense of emotional struggle with past memories and routines.