容我在病城孤独慌死
[róng wŏ zài bìng chéng gū dú huāng sĭ]
Translated it suggests allowing oneself to feel lonely, panic and possibly lose oneself in a chaotic environment, '病城' can metaphorically mean a city full of problems or chaos (diseased city). A very poetic way to express feeling out of place or suffering amidst disorder.