其实一点都不想你这谎言骗不了自己
[qí shí yī diăn dōu bù xiăng nĭ zhè huăng yán piàn bù le zì jĭ]
Translates as 'In fact, I miss you so much - this lie can't deceive me'. It captures internal conflict, acknowledging that lying about missing someone deeply only fools oneself.