我好想你好想你却欺骗自己我好想你好想你就当作秘密
[wŏ hăo xiăng nĭ hăo xiăng nĭ què qī piàn zì jĭ wŏ hăo xiăng nĭ hăo xiăng nĭ jiù dāng zuò mì mì]
Meaning 'I miss you so much, but lie to myself, saying I miss you just as a secret.', this expresses deeply concealed longings and internal struggles with feelings of yearning and acceptance. It shows conflict between openly admitting emotions versus suppressing them for fear or pride.