偶尔抱着沮丧睡着
[ŏu ĕr bào zhe jŭ sāng shuì zhe]
Occasionally falling asleep while holding onto despair. Describes someone's state where they sometimes give in to despair, and allow this feeling accompany them into slumber. Reveals an inner world touched with moments of helplessness and frustration but also hints acceptance and co-existence within negative states rather than struggling against them always.