你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
[nĭ yào wŏ shuō duō nán kān wŏ gēn bĕn bù xiăng fēn kāi]
'If you want me to say it, how embarrassing; I never wanted to split up.' It expresses one's reluctance about a break-up, conveying a deep affection hidden inside, which includes awkwardness, sorrow and helplessness after a separation.