你是我爱过痛过挣扎的
[nĭ shì wŏ ài guò tòng guò zhēng zhā de]
'Ni Shi Wo Ai Guo Tong Guo Zheng Za De' means 'You Are Who I Loved And Hurt And Struggled With'. This net name represents painful emotions, past love and memories filled with pain, struggle. It is used usually in the aftermath of heart-wrenching relationships