抹灭我想要挽留的念头
[mŏ miè wŏ xiăng yào wăn liú de niàn tóu]
This nickname 'Mo Mie Wo Xiang Yao Wan Liu De Nian Tou' translates to 'Erase my desire to hold back'. It conveys the idea of forcing oneself to abandon the thought of retaining someone or something they don't want to lose. Maybe it indicates the hopelessness or decisiveness in the face of certain farewells or partings, emphasizing inner struggle or resignation to inevitable endings.