久焚于心自导自演久焚于心爱人碍事
[jiŭ fén yú xīn zì dăo zì yăn jiŭ fén yú xīn ài rén ài shì]
'Burning in my heart and directing my own show; Burning in my heart, love causes inconvenience.' This expresses complex emotions of internalized suffering and conflicted feelings about relationships. The person feels deeply but also views love as a disturbance to their peace of mind.