记不起痛了多久
[jì bù qĭ tòng le duō jiŭ]
'记不起痛了多久', literally means 'can't remember how long it has hurt'. This implies a deep sorrow or pain that the user might have endured for such a prolonged time that they can't even recall when it began. This netizen may have some unspoken heartaches hidden deeply within them, and this pseudonym symbolizes their complex feelings of pain and endurance.