活像个孤独患者自我拉扯外向的孤独患者有何不可
[huó xiàng gè gū dú huàn zhĕ zì wŏ lā chĕ wài xiàng de gū dú huàn zhĕ yŏu hé bù kĕ]
Refers to someone who appears lonely but outwardly pretends to be outgoing, reflecting an inner struggle while outwardly being social. A paraphrase might be: 'It's alright to live like an extroverted yet isolated person grappling with loneliness.'