毁心以命换毁心以血祭
[huĭ xīn yĭ mìng huàn huĭ xīn yĭ xuè jì]
This intense phrase means 'Destroy the heart with one’s life; destroy the heart with blood'. It expresses a willingness to endure extreme pain and sacrifice in order to experience deep passion and intensity, often associated with passionate love, hate, or self-inflicted torment.