轰轰烈烈最疯狂跌跌撞撞到绝望
[hōng hōng liè liè zuì fēng kuáng diē diē zhuàng zhuàng dào jué wàng]
Describes the experience of living wildly and recklessly ('most insane') then ultimately ending in despair, indicating highs followed by lows through tumultuous stages. It reflects a turbulent, passionate period of one’s life coming to a desperate close