和你对望比直视太阳还伤
[hé nĭ duì wàng bĭ zhí shì tài yáng hái shāng]
It translates to 'Looking into your eyes is more painful than staring straight at the sun'. This netname conveys deep pain from love that can hurt more than looking directly at the sun without protection. It may suggest past experiences where relationships turned bitter over time or caused psychological trauma, and is also quite poetic expressing extreme intensity of emotion beyond usual bounds of feeling.