逢场作戏我是装的
[féng chăng zuò xì wŏ shì zhuāng de]
The idiom '逢场作戏' usually means just playing around, being playful at a certain moment without sincerity, like making casual jokes. By claiming 'I am pretending' here, the individual implies that they have put on an act and were possibly not genuine. This name indicates some cynicism and detachment.