等不到天黑回忆烧成灰
[dĕng bù dào tiān hēi huí yì shāo chéng huī]
This username conveys a sense of despair, indicating the user feels that before they can be free or happy (represented by 'waiting for night'), their past painful experiences and memories ('recollections burning to ashes') are overwhelming them. The person seems lost in melancholy, unable to escape or find closure.