现在的现在只是无奈曾经的曾经只剩悲伤
[xiàn zài de xiàn zài zhĭ shì wú nài céng jīng de céng jīng zhĭ shèng bēi shāng]
This username conveys a sense of resignation and sorrow, reflecting that the present moment is filled with helplessness while memories of the past are tinged with only sadness.