从头到尾都是我在自取其辱
[cóng tóu dào wĕi dōu shì wŏ zài zì qŭ qí rŭ]
'I have been disgracing myself from start to finish.' The netizen may use this name to reflect a self-deprecating and shameful sense after experiencing embarrassment or failure, particularly within a situation where the actions were self-inflicted.