曾今的爱对我来说是奢望
[céng jīn de ài duì wŏ lái shuō shì shē wàng]
'Love was once a luxury to me' indicates that at some point in the past, the user perceived being loved as something distant and unattainable—a rare and desirable thing like a luxury object. It could suggest feelings of unworthiness or having been in unrequited love.