侧着脸假装很酷睁着眼琢磨可爱
[cè zhe liăn jiă zhuāng hĕn kù zhēng zhe yăn zhuó mó kĕ ài]
A rather lighthearted tone showing attempts of being perceived 'cool'; actually observing things intently. Perhaps hinting at someone trying their best to fit in despite not feeling entirely confident inside, possibly adopting a facade that isn’t necessarily reflective of their actual self