不想我的落魄成为你牵强
[bù xiăng wŏ de luò pò chéng wéi nĭ qiān qiáng]
This name translates to 'I don't want my downfall to be your勉强 (strained relationship).' It reflects a sentiment of not wanting to burden others with one's troubles or shortcomings, expressing a desire for genuine relationships without forced interactions.