不想不念不上吊
[bù xiăng bù niàn bù shàng diào]
This phrase '不想不念不上吊' can translate awkwardly like 'Neither want, nor miss, nor hang myself' literally, meaning indifference to an extreme point. Yet, using '上吊'(hang oneself) adds dramatic elements to express frustration or strong negativity while implying a lack of willingness toward involvement, connection, or commitment.