半人半事半凄凉半梦半醒半浮生
[bàn rén bàn shì bàn qī liáng bàn mèng bàn xĭng bàn fú shēng]
The net name expresses a life experience of being in a limbo state. It portrays feeling half-human and half-involved, with the sentiment being somewhat sorrowful, not entirely awake yet nor fully living life.