自欺棄秂自棄欺秂
[zì qī qì rén zì qì qī rén]
Self-Deception and Self-Reject. It describes a situation where one deceives oneself and discards others, while being deceived by himself at the same time. People using this as a nickname probably feel lost or frustrated at themselves and others. They seem confused about their true intentions and self-awareness.