自导自演自娱自乐自欺欺人
[zì dăo zì yăn zì yú zì lè zì qī qī rén]
Literally meaning 'Self-directed, self-performed, self-amused, but also self-deceived,' this name depicts a mindset that may seem carefree on the surface but hints at deeper insecurities or a struggle for acceptance, suggesting a person trying to create happiness while perhaps ignoring inner issues.