抓紧你你会觉得痛苦放开你我会更加痛苦
[zhuā jĭn nĭ nĭ huì jué dé tòng kŭ fàng kāi nĭ wŏ huì gèng jiā tòng kŭ]
'Holding you tight causes pain; letting you go brings even greater agony.' This username conveys a conflicted emotional state, where the person is in anguish both when holding on and letting go of someone or something they cherish.