执着和纠缠
[zhí zhe hé jiū chán]
In Chinese, 'zhí zhuó hé jiū chán' conveys intense emotions of passion and entanglement or conflict with oneself or others; it indicates someone who holds firmly on to ideas/things (not letting go), causing complex troubles in relationships, perhaps romantically, ideologically, emotionally, spiritually etc. It can be interpreted as being caught between stubborn pursuit of something meaningful and struggling amidst resulting complications/ conflicts in doing so