只是忘了怎么死只是忘了怎么活
[zhĭ shì wàng le zĕn me sĭ zhĭ shì wàng le zĕn me huó]
A very nihilistic name suggesting a lack of direction, expressing confusion or pain between life and death. This kind of extreme expression of emotion can sometimes reflect intense psychological conflicts but also has become somewhat trendy and casual on social media as a self-deprecating manner among youngsters.