只对自己说谎的哑巴
[zhĭ duì zì jĭ shuō huăng de yā bā]
Zhi Dui Zi Ji Shuo Huang De Yaba: A mute who lies only to himself: It symbolizes a contradiction between internal struggle and outward appearance. It might mean one knows the truth within but chooses silence instead of facing reality or telling the truth