真的残酷嫉妒假的梦幻假的虚幻羡慕真的实在
[zhēn de cán kù jí dù jiă de mèng huàn jiă de xū huàn xiàn mù zhēn de shí zài]
A complex expression mixing various contrasting emotions: real cruelty, envy, false dreams, illusory fantasies, and genuine admiration or desire for reality. It conveys a tangled array of feelings involving envy, unrealistic aspirations, versus practical desires.