仗着我爱你自欺欺人
[zhàng zhe wŏ ài nĭ zì qī qī rén]
Literally meaning 'taking advantage of your love, I fool myself.' This reveals feelings of deception towards oneself under the pretense of being in love. There's an internal conflict suggested - between reality and self-deception wrapped around emotions like unrequited love or delusion.