z把你放进心里烂死在心底
[z bă nĭ fàng jìn xīn lĭ làn sĭ zài xīn dĭ]
Translated as 'bury you deep within my heart until you rot,' this username symbolizes deep affection coupled with the sorrow of letting someone go yet not being able to forget them. It depicts an inner conflict and pain where a person cannot expel another from their thoughts even when it’s harmful to keep them close emotionally.