原谅我优柔寡断心软成患原谅我忍住眼泪冷漠无情
[yuán liàng wŏ yōu róu guă duàn xīn ruăn chéng huàn yuán liàng wŏ rĕn zhù yăn lèi lĕng mò wú qíng]
'Forgive my indecision and soft heart; Forgive me for holding back tears and appearing cold.' The name expresses deep emotions of internal conflict—showing weakness while maintaining an outward appearance of indifference.