原谅我优柔寡断心软成患抱歉我孤独成性视你如命
[yuán liàng wŏ yōu róu guă duàn xīn ruăn chéng huàn bào qiàn wŏ gū dú chéng xìng shì nĭ rú mìng]
This user name means that the user apologizes for being indecisive, having weak will, and accustomed to being alone. Yet they treat others (or something) as their life which shows deep care but also has a touch of guilt within themselves.