原谅我拒人千里却视你如命
[yuán liàng wŏ jù rén qiān lĭ què shì nĭ rú mìng]
This translates to 'Please forgive me for being unfriendly and distant towards people generally, except that I value you more than anything else in the world'. A somewhat apologetic but endearing nickname, expressing contradictory sides within a person. It reflects that someone might appear difficult to approach at first glance while deeply caring for special ones.