用一辈子的奢望换双倍的绝
[yòng yī bèi zi de shē wàng huàn shuāng bèi de jué]
This internet name reflects a kind of self-mockery and dramatic expression. It means 'Trading lifelong expectations for an ultimate end'. This can be used when the user feels their dreams are very hard to achieve or life is bittersweet.