一人自饮杯中酒但愿此梦不负醒
[yī rén zì yĭn bēi zhōng jiŭ dàn yuàn cĭ mèng bù fù xĭng]
Drinking wine alone, hoping this drunken reverie isn't let down upon awakening. This name reflects loneliness coupled with wishful thinking—someone who finds solace in alcohol while fearing a disappointing reality.