依恋着不该依恋的依恋执着着不该执着的执着
[yī liàn zhe bù gāi yī liàn de yī liàn zhí zhe zhe bù gāi zhí zhe de zhí zhe]
Expresses entanglement in feelings or attachment to something or someone not advisable. The phrase conveys emotional intensity and possibly conflict between rational mind and heartfelt emotion.