忆不起昨日的过往挥不去寂寞的惆怅
[yì bù qĭ zuó rì de guò wăng huī bù qù jì mò de chóu chàng]
This name reflects deep sadness and loneliness. It conveys that one cannot remember the past, yet still feels lost and lonesome. This implies an ongoing battle with inner demons and a longing to move on, but not knowing how.