掩饰眷恋
[yăn shì juàn liàn]
'Yi Shi Juan Lian' (掩饰眷恋) can be translated as 'to disguise affection,' meaning this individual might have deep affection for a certain person or thing but chooses not to express it openly. They may do this because they are too proud or shy, which implies that inside this individual there are many secrets that they do not wish others to know, while they try their best to hide their true feelings from them.