心已远而泪未干树欲静而风不止
[xīn yĭ yuăn ér lèi wèi gān shù yù jìng ér fēng bù zhĭ]
Even though my heart is no longer here, the memories are still fresh and painful. Even when I wish for calmness, turmoil follows, which describes someone trying to move on but still deeply affected by past emotions or events.