心痛之余还想你难过之余还爱你
[xīn tòng zhī yú hái xiăng nĭ nán guò zhī yú hái ài nĭ]
This means 'in addition to heartache, I also think of you; amidst my pain and hardships, I still love you'. It reflects complex romantic feelings: despite enduring heartache and suffering, there is unwillingness to stop loving or longing for another person.